yes yes. it is today the twenty third of february. double-eewwh-tee-eff. now that was fast doncha think? a week of holiday has gone. and now what? back to those books? with all those assignments and projects? oh no. well in fact oh yes. we owe lecturers bunch of stuffs. *sighs* my course mates are all busy practicing for their higher learning presentation that will happen in like 13 hours and 30 minutes i suppose? ahh. those days. wait. how long have i not been presenting huh? wow. now thats a long time. ~awkward moment~ alright. this week. busy busy. assignments needa hand in ASAP. markss will get deducted when handed in late. who wants that to happen? only people who doesnt care does that. some laggers i presume? im so freaking tired. all those practicing hour. hmm. being a musician looks easy doncha think? yeah. everyone assume music is just about playing and reading the notes. well you know what? its not. it is so FALSE. its more to your effort there. to achieve your goal in music you needa work hard. hard work no no? effort no no? sadly. your music gets flushed in the toilet. and oopsie. goes down the drain. i tell you. music is fun. undeniable. but you have to have the double "P's". PATIENCE and PASSION. ahh. bummer? nopez. everybody who has the talent in music would be proud of it. without music there is no life. aite? agree? uhuh. alright. enough of the fili-fala ochipala. well today i managed to read this book. title? "the Game". author of the book? Neil Strauss? if im not mistaken. my bad if its wrong. about this book? well. im sorry. its actually a book for guys and dudes. but its not appropriate though. it is a no 1 top bestseller indeed! y'all gotta check it out though. it tells about both genders and seduction and yada yada yada. but it is based on real life experience. and it really works okeyh?? but it just doesnt bring happiness. so whats the point? worthless right? doing this "game"? sighs. oh well. im feeling tired. physically and mentally. everyone feels that way. but compare yourself with others i bet there are lotsa people out there who suffers more than i do come to think of it aite? uugh. well this is life. it is like a roller coaster. ups and downs. ups and downs. but we hafta live life to the fullest eyh? life is short. we needa appreciate whatever we have for now. but we do needa struggle as well at the same time. correct me if im wrong? yeah. im feeling down though. lots are on my mind. thinking just makes you worry. but is it good? or is is bad? there are reasons to thinking right? sighs. you've got me thinking hard.. everything got me thinking hard.. about future.. about upcoming exams.. why worry? useless worrying without acting eyh? sheesh. feeling ridiculous though. feel like kicking some effin' useless arse though. not referring to anyone here though. im lucky im patient enough to not just let out all those freakin' emotions out like a volcano erupting. yes. yes. just let it all out. let it all out. how do you get rid of stress? punching walls? break glasses? i'd do that. i could. wait! ah. no no. what i do? i turn to God and turn to my music.
lotsa love,
~baby lyn~
~baby lyn~
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