200210

200210??

seriously.. you've gotta be kidding me.. right?
a day after the day? after that particular day?
why this very day? is it a coincident?
same venue?
heart pumping. beating real fast?
blank expression. totally speechless.
feels uncomfortable.
total awkward moment there.
looks from afar. fidgeting here and there.
things start to come back.
memories keep coming back.
the pain. the heartaches.
what have i done?
what have you done?
what did we do?
was it just a dream? were my eyes playing tricks on me?
did i actually see what i had actually seen?
but why must it be a day after the day?
why on earth are things happening?
am i still dreaming?
or is it really happening?
im too speechless to go click clacking on the lappy..
i cant bear the pain..
crying in my heart quietly..
chest pain..
could hardly breathe..

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lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

i miss you