dream..

last night
i dreamt of you..
again..
this is the second time
you visited me
in my dreams.
the first
was during the first week you left us
i was sick and can barely sleep
but i thought i heard a voice
and felt someone brush my hair..
the voice sounded like yours.

this morning as i woke up
tears just automatically ran down my cheeks
i remember how you smell
the fragrance that no one could ever have; only you
so handsome..
the widest and sweetest smile that i'll always remember
with your big white teeth *winks*
your neat combed hair
which was how you've always had
and your favourite colour have always been white
so pure..
i miss you so much..
i wish i could always greet you again
to hug you everytime i see you
to kiss those warm cheeks of yours..
it still hurts to see you go..
and it is still unbelievable..
thank you for visiting me in my dreams
guide and guard me, Babuk.
i've always look up to you
as a good example
the best
and i still do

forever loving and missing you,
~girl~