for you sweetheart

How are you doing sweetheart?

I hope this poem reaches the far away plains to my angel.

Time seems to drag on forever when we are apart.

I thought my life was coming to an end when I fell.I had no one to lift me up from the ground,

I have lost everything that I have found.

The sun did not rise for me anymore,

the stars are all fadding,

It seemed as though heaven has closed its door,

the ocean stopped moving,

the clouds where disintegrating just like that,

the runaway train was never coming back.

But when you entered my little heart,

my past did not seem to matter,

because you have given me a new start.

I know things will be alright because you make it better.

The sun that wouldn't rise has rised once more,

the stars are now shinning brighter then before,

the ocean is now waving,

the clouds has opened up to a never ending sky,

but this was not what I was seeing,

I was instead looking into your beautiful eye.

I have hit the galaxies and the milkyway,

even though I am lost in your sight,

your warm heart guides me on the right way,

In my galaxy you are my brightest light,

I know that when we first met we were only just friends,

I was out searching for my heart,

I flew around in my ship wondering where I'll end,

it took me right back to my sweetheart.

I want to lay on a beach with you,

even at night the sand will be shining,

we could count the stars too.

The wind will always be blowing,

We could stay up all night,

until the pink horizon starts glowing.

Before the sun comes into sight,

I will tell you that I love you,

you are the only thing that means everything to me,

even though I wish this was true,

It was only a fantasy.

Even though you are only miles away,

It feels like you are on the other side of the world.

Every step I take you seem to be going in the other way.

but you are worth it though,,

I would rather be dead if I have lost you as a friend,

I would do this all over again.

Even though you are a few miles away from my place,

all the miles that separate,

they disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.

but now,

having you as mine

Let me call you Sweetheart,

Because you'll always be,

The Dearest and the Sweetest one,

In all the world to me,

Because I'll always love you,

More than you could ever guess,

Because you are my everything,

My world, my happiness.

MY SWEETHEART

endless love,
~darling davelyn~

drelyn's past. present and future

dearest darling sweetheart,

remember this picture?
taken couple of years ago.
we look young right? heheh. kidding.
always cherish my moments with you.

it is our very special day today, darling.
i feel very happy. my sweetheart feeling really happy as well right?
sweetheart cant deny it.
every day of each year im still falling in love with my very own sweetheart.

sweetheart. look at the pictures both left and right. we look so different hoh? we look old already lah sweetheart. nevermind. sweetheart prefer the word old or mature? doesn't matter hoh sweetheart? sweetheart still love me even if i'd have impaired hearings ba.. kan??.. that i'll always keep inside my mind. and then right.. we're growing each and every day. meaning to say our love as well keeps growing day by day too!!

see sweetheart?
sweetheart wear specs.
look nerdy also i still love sweetheart lei.
hati manis. hati manis.
very manis your hati sweetheart.
im just feeling happy that we've gone through it all.
well not exactly all of it. we're still half way i suppose?
what i mean is.
we've been through ups and downs together. we made it through the obstacles together for the past few years and we're still standing strong, side by side.
i thank you so much for always being here with me sweetheart.
we've been supporting each other even before we were dating.
we were the bestest of bestfriends!
and now i appreciate it that my bestfriend is now my soulmate.
i thank the Lord God
that he has given me great gifts.
one of the gift that i do appreciate so much from Him is you, my love.
i always pray that our relationship will always be blessed by our family and our dear loving Father.

i know right? this is also one of our favourite pictures. this was taken three years ago. everything feels like as if it was just yesterday eyh sweetheart? yes darling. i know what sweetheart will say. its funny come to think of it but in fact it is true. my heart still beats fast whenever im with my sweetheart. i feel really happy to be yours, darling. i feel really grateful. those misunderstandings we had. we learnt from it together and im really glad that we didn't give up. every memory with you, sweetheart, i do cherish it. im not good at expressing it here but honestly throughout these years being with sweetheart is like having the feeling of being able to reach the sky (eventhough i 've not personally did that) but yeah. everything is just wonderful being with you sweetheart. i am looking forward for our future together and i am ready to face every obstacle with you sweetheart. when you're down, i will lift you up. when you're happy, i make my sweetheart unhappy. true not sweetheart? im your sunshine! your only sunshine. i "unbore" you when you feel bored.

this was taken a year ago and two years ago respectively. both dates where i surprise my sweetheart. he was always surprise. i never fail to surprise my sweetheart. agree sweetheart?

sweetheart, looking at our pictures really makes us miss our time together right? well darling. i made this blog specially just for you. i love you so much sweetheart. i will always love you like how i loved you the first time.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

Every YearEvery year that I'm with you
Has been better than before;
It's hard for me to even think
How I could love you more.Every year you've graced my life
Has been full of happiness;
I love your caring face, your voice,
Your tender, sweet caress.Every year when this day comes, I'm filled with love and pleasure; Happy Anniversary, Love, My joy, my delight, my treasure.
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

*this is a poem for you sweetheart*
our last picture for this blog would be..

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I LOVE YOU
HAPPY FOUR YEARS ANNIVERSARY!

ENDLESS LOVE,
DARLING DAVELYN

drelyn

THE NUMBER SEVEN IS VERY MEANINGFUL
THE MONTH OF FEBRUARY IS A SPECIAL MONTH
THE FOURTEENTH DAY OF THIS MONTH IS ALSO ANOTHER SPECIAL DAY
FOR ALL COUPLES.
BUT
EVERY YEAR OF FEBRUARY
IS THE BEST MONTH
FOR DRELYN

I LOVE YOU

cheers to nathaniel and marvin!

yes. it is his very special day!

nathaniel aubrey russell

so guess what?
we held a birthday gathering for him.
where?
at my crib!!
the imh peers gathered at my crib.
the food was delicious.
everyone had happy tummy..
nyummy..
everyone was glad that everyone could make it..
well actually not everyone.. but we're still grateful
that the others could make it..
it was a usual gathering..
but it was special to nat..

yeah. this was part of it.
this is the FARMVILLE groupie!

they just love "farmvilling"..
after eating and all the cleaning up..
whattaya think??
yes.

it was time for the cake!
special thanks to nicole for the
delicious cake that everybody was
really satisfied with it. definitely when there is cake what happens?
chaos! of course! well. i apologize for starting the cake war. its just me. those icky sticky cream all over your face? uhuh. that's what im talking about. yeah. pictures of "happenings" in the house. goodness. everyone must feel kiddish eyh? running around. trying
to avoid from the cream attack. hehe.

disgusting right? or is it fun? anyway
after all the cream attack when everyone got "creamed". not exactly everyone. michelle ran outta the house!! whattaya know? i know right? she actually escaped and went outta my house and stayed outside!!
never fear! nelson is here! yeah.

nelson did manage to whip the cream on michelle's face! yay him!

unfortunately, he didnt win the war. when he was about to clean his face,
in the toilet.. i repeat in the toilet..
michelle and eunice pounced him in the toilet!
it sounded so freaking wrong.
i know right?
forgive me for this awful english of mine.

nevertheless, he couldnt escape. and michelle won the war!!!
yippee!

tsk tsk tsk.
yeah.
look at the picture below.
he is just feeling too happy and proud.
coming out from the toilet being raped?
well that was what he said! im just quoting him. everyone. like i said.
really enjoyed the birthday cake.
so tasty. delicious. creamy. nyummy.
need more cake. though it does really add more calories in yer' body.
but it is just so irresistable.
enough of cake. *im so thinking about cake right now but oh well*

see those two monkeys below there? wondering what were they doing eyh? this was what they did. the video shows it all. we were lucky that police weren't patrolling that area!

and chinese new year is just one week away at which it was too early to play! well
nat! this whole night was yours!

yeah! the four of them with dexter! comforting dexter as dexter is a dog like any other dogs that will start whining due to the bim-bam-booming of the fireworks! well nat! we hoped you did enjoy your birthday and made a memorable one for you this year.

happy birthday nat!

[im sorry i had to ruin the photo]
*my bad*

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another day as well at which mr marvin was totally surprised. yay! though it was a day after your birthday still we would love to give you a small surprise birthday. this is he. doing his speech for us. thanking us and telling us his wish. thanx mr marvin!


happy birthday mr marvin!
always keep the jazz spirit!

lotsa love,

~baby lyn~

wowed!

its the 4th of february of two thousand ten!
yay! and its three days away to drelyn's special day!
yaya!
moreover, the 4th of february belongs to the date of
our very own jazz lecturer and his student..

MISTER MARVIN JONG
&
NATHANIEL RUSSELL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

well.
here i am.
sitting here alone at starbucks.
blogging. doing review and surfing the net. doing research.
hardworking?
nopez. totally not. just wanted to spend my quality time alone.
its not like we could always have our quality time alone right?
y'all gotta agree on that.
very well.
on the the third of february.
my course mates and i were told to attend a private function.
we went there not to just and watch.
we had to do our own assignment as well; to write a review about it.
there were NO REGRETS watching him play.
wait. have i mentioned who was he?
he is a Polish. lemme' just tell you who he is.

*leszek mozdzer*

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he is a pianist
a composer
and
a producer.
mr mozdzer, has the greatest revelation of the polish jazz.
improvisations on the themes of frederick chopin
further strengthened his position of the artist and
ranked him among the most outstanding individualities
and virtuosos of the european jazz
he toured all over the european countries
including USA, kazakhstan, Krygyzia, Brazil,
Canada, South Korea, Urugway and Chile
for audiences consisting of 15000 people!!

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imagine that?
could you even imagine that?
he started playing the piano at the age of five!
brilliant eyh? so y'all might assume that he is a child prodigy.
or y'all could have already known that he is?
he had successfully drowned me with his playing.
i couldnt take my eyes off him.
the way he played.
i was really impressed. totally impressed.
i could not deny it at all.
the sound effects he made. he really made the music alive.
words cant really describe how impressed i was.
but i was really taken aback by his playing.
listen to these pieces that he played during the function.
i actually recorded him playing.

~ENJOY~

CHEERS TO LESZEK MORZDZER!

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

*a love story*

one day, i woke up early in the morning to watch the sunrise,
ah, the beauty of God's creation is beyond description.
As i watched i praised God for the beautiful work
As i sat there i felt the Lord's presence with me.
He asked me..

"do you love me?"

i answered,
"of course, God! you are my Lord and Saviour!"
then he asked,
if you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?
i was perplexed, i looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my body
and wondered how many things i wouldn't; be able to do the things that i took for granted
and i answered,
it would be tough Lord, but i would still love you.

Then the Lord asked me,
if you were blind, would you still my love my creation?
How could i love something without being able to see it?
then, i thought of all the blind people in the world and
how many of them still loved God and and His creation?
So i answered,
its hard to think of it but i would still love you

The Lord then asked me.
If you were deaf, would you still listen to my word?
How could i listen to anything being deaf? Then, i understood.
Listening to God's word isnot merelyusing our ears but our hearts
i answered,
it would be tough but i would still listen to your word

the Lord then asked,
if you were mute, would you still praise My Name?
How could i praise without a voice?
Then it occurred to me; God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul
it never matters how we sound like
and praising God is not always with a song but we are persecuted,
we give God praise with our words of thanks
So i answered,
Though i could not physically sing, i would still praise Your Name

And the Lord asked,

"DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME?"

With courage and a strong conviction, i answered boldly,

"yes, Lord!
i love you because You are the one and true God!"

i thought i had answered well.. but..
God asked,

then, why do YOU sin?

i answered,
because i am human only. i am not perfect.

"then why in times of peace do you stray the furthest?
why only in times of trouble do you pray the earnest?"

..... no answers.. only tears..

the Lord continued:

why only sing at fellowships and retreats?
why seek me only in times and retreats?
why seek me only in terms of worship?
why ask things selfishly?
why ask things unfaithfully?

...the tears continued to roll down my cheeks...

why are you ashamed of me?
why are you not spreading the good news?
why in terms of persecution, you cry to others when i offer My shoulder to cry on?
why make excuses when i give you opportunities to serve in My name?

..i tried to answer but there was no answer to give..

you are blessed with life. i made you not to throw the gift away.
i have blessed you with talents to serve Me,
but you continue to turn away,
i have revealed my Word to you
BUT
you do not gain in knowledge
i have spoken to you
BUT
your ears were closed
i have shown My blessings to you
BUT
you sat idly by as they were pushed away
i have heard your prayers and answered them all

"DO YOU TRULY LOVE ME?"

i could not answer, "How could i?"
i was embarrassed beyond belief.
i had no excuse. What could i say to this?
When my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed,
i said..

"please forgive me, Lord. i am unworthy to be your child"

the Lord answered,

"that is my Grace, My child"

i asked,

"then, why do you continue to forgive me?
why do you love me so?"

the Lord answered,

because
you are my creation
you are my child
i will never abandon you
when you cry
i will have compassion and cry with you
when you shout with joy,
i will laugh with you
When you fall,
i will raise you up
When you are tired,
i will carry you
i will be with you till the end of the days
and
i will love you forever

...Never had i cried so hard before...

How could i have been so cold?

How could i have hurt God as i had done?

then i asked dear Lord,
"How much do you love me?"

~the Lord stretch out His arms and i saw his nail-pierced hand~

i bowed down at the feet of Christ my saviour. And for the first time..
i truly prayed

buhbye january 2k10

yes. it is the end of the month.
missing january?
well not quite.
its just an ordinary month. nothing special about it though.
but im thankful for this month.
what have i been doing in january?
yeah. school starts. made few new friends.
yada yada yada.
the studying and practicing starts all over again.
not complaining here.
im just saying.
but i love it.
i dont mind being busy for my music.
it is my passion.

this month.
my classmates and i had successfully composed our own original song.
YAY us!
all of us came up with ideas.
we were outta ideas of what to call ourselves.
we just temporarily called ourselves

"the cookie monsters!"

this is how the lyric goes:-

hey!
what's your name?
you look vaguely familiar
well have we met?
cause i do remember your face

hey!
may i ask?
do you live around here?
cause if you do
could you please stay and not go?

[pre-chorus]
have we been strangers for too long?
do you know
what i've been looking for?
i wana come back home.

[chorus]
Show me the way back to your heart
i wana know the road so we could start
it doesnt matter
the distance of where we are
cause all i wana do
is to go back home
straight to you

[bridge]
Now i dont know where exactly
where do we go from here
but trying is the only way
i've found the only truth
that i'll always know..

and there you have it. sheesh!
i forgot the title.

"home sweet home"

hehe.
now thats better.
titles are suppose to be above right?
does it even matter?
yeah. again i'd like to thank my classmates
that we manage to compose this.
we might do more eyh?

january is over. would you be sad?
nah. i dont think so.
we cant look back right? we should look forward!
before ending my blog for this month.
i'd love to share quotes that i do favour.
i love quotes. do you?
they just make you have the feeling of not giving up
in life and to have more confident in yourself.
we must not be difident.
what's difident?
say hello to the dictionary. hee!

~twelve lovely quotes that i collected~

1#
- each day is as special as you make it, make it GREAT!

2#
-Live boldly, Laugh loudly, Love truly

3#
-Surround yourself with people who believe in your dreams

4#
-Be present in all things and thankful for all things

5#
-Never let go of hope, never quit dreaming, never let love depart from your life

6#
-Make a triumph of every aspect of your life

7#
-All things are possible to the believing heart

8#
-Be generous to yourself ,laugh, play and love and listen to your soul

9#
-whatever you do today, do it better tomorrow

10#
-life is easy when you look back on it, it is easier when you look forward to it

11#
-Whatever you are, be a GOOD one

12#
-No matter how busy your day is, take time to hear what your heart has to say

thats all for this month.
buhbye january!

lotsa love,
baby lyn