who am i?

i am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece a cousin, a friend. i am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown lady i am confident and scared; i am terrified and excited, i am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. i am sick and tired. i am shy and friendly and careful and careless. i am broken and whole. i am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. i am hardworking and determined but a little scared on the inside. i wish on stars and dream my dreams, i close my eyes and pray. i pray to god and cry my tears. i smile on the outside while im dying on the inside, i listen to others who wont listen to me. i walk on eggshells and i walk on fire. i believe in passion but not true love. i love you and i push you away, i want you but not too close, i am everything and nothing all at once and all i want is for you to love me