update?

wow. its already a year. new year and i have not officially updated my blog in a very nice way due to the fact that im feeling like a have nothing else to do but spend more time with all my heart and soul "marrying" my beloved music. oh puhleese. yeah. classes just started and its been a week already. second week of college. can feel the pressure already huh? yes i do. having responsibilites in school. dammit. many have noticed theres a change in me? not negatively though. im happy its positively. now there are limitations already. pfft. i know right? pressure is good. it keeps me busy. im looking forward. i cant let any thing distract me. i must not. im counting down days till exam. i feel its so close and repertoires that im playing this final year are way outta my league. despite the difficulty i believe and i know i can play. i mean nothing comes easy what. all careers are difficult. i'll find time to update my blog with nice nice shimmery whatsoever thingy so it'll be more pretty. lolz. for the mean time my schedule is pack with assignments and readings and tons of practices. i will survive. Hallelujah! au revoir!