you.me.us.them.world.

aww. lovely picture of this young girls right? laughing at each other.
how lovely is that? looking at this picture just makes me recall the memories i had with my close girlfriends. you know who you are if you're reading this. i miss those primary school times. where all of us used to play around and joke around. making fun of the teachers. goodness! how mean were we? and now.. we're growing up.. acting all mature and stuff.. going our separate ways.. we're all trying to find time so we could all catch up and start telling each other stories.. the picture on the right? take a look? we look so happy jolly jelly beans. my friends and i. yes! we tried jumping many times to take a perfect picture of us jumping like the high school musical.. at last finally.. nice aite? would you believe it? how many years have we been studying together in the same school? and now look where we are? different school. to be specific. different college. taking different courses. sighs. bummer. im sure all of us girls have been thinking what would we be like in 5-10 years. *thinking deeply* everyone would definitely want to start work and reach their goals by finishing their studies. some might even want to further their studies to another higher level. wait. or or or.. can you girls imagine that all of you would be attending my wedding like this picture?
awww... would you girls be there for me during my wedding?? hahahah! i love you girls. theres this quote at which i wana quote; friends are friends who believe in your dreams and helping you make your dreams come true.. all i wana say is that the friends i have in my life at which i allow you all to enter into my life is a gift from God. God lets people come into our life but it is our decision to either accept them or leave them.. get me? i do realize that the teens nowadays do favour "popularity" and stuff. do they? much agreed dont you think? i presume it right? no? correct me if im wrong. but that is just my point of view and everyone deserves to have their own views. need i say more? i'd prefer being in my own world having average number of few friends. being in a big circle of friends? mmm. needless to say i kinda doubt it. pointless cause you'll never know. one is jealous much? one becomes envious of another? too many cook spoils the soup? does that even relate to what im saying? dont bother. some people. are just good actors and actresses that they could have an award of having two faces. BRILLIANT. ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT! BRAVA'! i must say. lets give 'em a STANDING OVATION! MAGNEFIQUE! PERFECTO'! my my. very well indeed. i am human. humans are not perfect. conclusion? im not perfect. it is not my problem when anyone dislikes me or feels jealous of me. does it even make me bother much? ignorance is my middle name. whatever shit about me goes around in which i myself know its not true and that some people just tend to believe in those stories without even bothering to ask me themselves; what a joke right?~anyway.. would that bring me down? go figure! it makes me have more confident in me-self.. why? theres only one reason why others get jealous of you.. it is when you have something that that particular person dont have because they cant have what you have. why bother being jealous and go ruining other peoples' life out of jealousy? thats ridiculous. as in RI-DI-CU-LOUS. immature. wouldnt that make you sort of a.. mmm.. whats the word? a LOSER? dont be someone you're not. just be yourself? seriously. dont get jealous just cause others are living a life at which they can live with and dont get jealous with others just cause their lives are way better than yours? walk the talk. dont be some heartless person trying to spark the fire and making a dirty mess. not worth it i tell you. it aint worth it. no no. think wisely. think before you act. goodness. dont go bothering others like as if you dont have a life of your own and act like as if you have got nothing to do? God has given you life. treasure it. do something thats worth it. dont go wasting your time doing worthless things. need i add on? you dont know how much i'd love to blabber on. but oh well. times ticking and would it even be worth it writing all of it down? *PAUSE* nah!! well dudes and dudettes.. friends whom i love dearly.. i wont call you friends if you werent my friend aite? ding-dong. friendship is all i could ever treasure. the memories we've all been together. though we have misunderstandings yet we forgive one another. forget the past, look forward. but remember.. once you're hurt it is hard to mend that hole in the heart. it is like a piece of paper. once it is crumpled you cant be able to make the paper as smooth as how it was. there will definitely be crumpled marks there. it is the same as how we feel. i was suppose to write about my memories with my friends and all. however, this is the outcome and it wasnt about anything at all was it? hence, it is just how rational i would want to be and being considerate to all friendships and relationships.

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~