Ocean

a drop in the ocean

a change in the weather

i was praying that you and I will always end up together

its like wishing for the rain as i stand in the desert

but im holding you closer than most

cause you are my heaven.

too oh one two

its time!

after 5 months of not actually updating my blog.

goodness gracious!

it really has been awhile.

and 

oh how time flies?!

doesnt seem to look like this particular year

is worlds end is it?

eventually i'll update most of the memorable moments 

for the past 5 months.

got my first experience of working.

and graduated!

till then!

toodles!

"grow old ALONG with me

the BEST is yet to be"

The One That Got Away

the journey to success

the road of life is not straight

there is a curve called

failure

a loop called

confusion

speed bumps called

friends

red lights called

enemies

caution lights called

family

you will have flat tires called

jobs

but if you have a spare called

determination

and an engine called

perseverance

you will make it to a place called

SUCCESS!

july fever!

i know this was months ago. however im reminiscing the moments i had with my darling boyfriend, lovely friends and my aunty. july was amazing. thats cause i celebrated my anniversary with my sweetheart,

i had 3 birthday celebrations by different groups of people and a getaway to Sabah.

first it started of with JULY FEVER when exactly ALL of the boys came back! it started with our tip to Sematan. oh gosh! the first thing the guys did was play football by the beach under the hot sun at 1pm! believe it! that moment was great. away from home. friends. drinking game. watched the stars at night by the beach. a dip in the pool at 2am. woke up to see sunrise at 6am. lotsa pics were taken. definitely. and this is us.

and we proceed to the next event. my birthday. total bliss! i got to celebrate my birthday with my family, the guy gangs (which we should have a proper gang name, no?) and my college mates. they are unbelievably awesome people. birthday was great at home. the guys had BBQ at my crib with very delicious marinated chicken and juicy amazing sausages. seriously they're juicy. *winks* the crowd on my special day!

alas! these were my birthday presents my friends gave me! simple presents but they were oh-so-uh-ma-zing! my bestie baked me a chocolate cake which was so sweet of him. aww..

thankies Martini!

our next event was Sabah! wooo! our trip was beyond words! the food in Sabah was delicious! sllurrrp! nyummy! i cant get enough of the food! our first day we explored Kay-Kay! we walked most of the time that we dozed off quite early at night. We were then prepared for our Island Day!

blue seawater. nice cooling breeze. friendly fishes. hot chicks. sadly no hawt sizzling guys.

after our Island day we went for a little shopping.

our final day was all about shopping and our final night we rocked our night by heading to BED!

we had the time of our lives!

we reached our hotel at midnight and our flight was 8am that we only had a couple of hours to sleep before heading to the airport.

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"boys will always be boys"

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ass-u-me

assume? uhuh. yes. making assumptions. what could be the biggest mistake by making assumptions?

haha! ya! YOU SUCK BIG TIME! you make yourself look like a douche bag! you'll make

problems arise with one another. you'll make chaos. perhaps misunderstanding amongst one another. i mean is that the best you can do every single day of your life?

IF IT IS YOUR BEST.. THEN..

SENSE THE SARCASM THERE?

guh-reat!

dont you see how many hearts have you broken?

or are you too perfect to show everyone that youre damn perfect

in this perfect life of yours that you're too perfect to be aware of it?

the assumptions you have made,

the misunderstandings that you've caused,

the misinterpretations,

the mouths that has been talking over and over again.

dont you think thats why your list of friends are beyond negative zero?

true friends i believe? no?

you go out there and assume by telling others your assumption.

when you dont even know the whole truth!

you dont even know how it is being in their own shoes!

please!

like pretending to be rich by buying all the expensive materials whatsoever to compete?

pretend to be good by interfering and assuming the lives of others with negativity?

do not brag about something that you dont have just to get other peoples' attention and to praise you for what you have done by pulling other peoples' reputation down just cause of YOUR mouth.

are you jealous?

do you envy them because they have whatever they have and they work for it?

or are you so insecure with yourself that you secretly admire them that you wana bring them down just so you could feel like you're above them?

if only the mirror that you see yourself every single day is like a video recorder,

i would replay each and every scenario of your behaviour and how much hurt you have caused

and you will know why all this years you've been living;

the ones you love most gradually leaves you-slowly because of what you did

and the only person that is to be blame is just..

you

SO?