jealous much?

aww. aint those two sweet? wait a minute. HOLD IT! stop right there! look on the right. thats it. on the right. *sniff sniff* i smell jealousy in the air.. do you? uhuh. even kids can get jealous. well at least kids are innocent lil kids and they are honest. they'll tell!!
oh my oh my. look at what jealousy can lead us to? of course you cant help it feeling jealous right?

well okeyh. thats fair. feeling jealous. some people are too weak

they allow jealousy to take over them. yeah i know right? stupid idiots! if you cant have what you want then dont force yourself till react in a way that people would have the impression that you are an obsessive person.

define jealous?

• Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love.
• a feeling of jealous envy (especially of a rival)

reasons why jealousy takes over?

• Fear of loss
• Suspicion or anger about betrayal
• Low self-esteem and sadness over loss
• Uncertainty and loneliness
• Fear of losing an important person to an attractive other
• Distrust

NOW..

is it obvious why people get jealous of you? why bother when people are jealous of you? y'all should be putting your heads high up when you have rivals; whoever. whatsoever, having the feeling of jealousy. it is common now that teens are behaving immaturely. they feel so jealous that they will do anything to the extant of hurting somebody. nevertheless they will have that feeling of satisfaction or much relieved after seeing that particular person breakdown. when you want something STRUGGLE! its pointless to be jealous and not do anything about it but destroying peoples' personal life just so you can get what the other is having. BULLSHIT! thats shortcut to happiness. thats selfish. is that what you call BLASPHEMY? not being able care about other people feelings when you could have everything just by snapping your fingers? please do remember.

the world is round.
life is fair.
and im happy about it.
wana know why?
heard about this quote?
what goes around comes around?
ah!
think before you act.
think about the consequences before acting.
treat others like how you want others to treat you

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

A-xotic April

its the
FIRST OF APRIL!!

DID
YOU
GET FOOLED
OR
ACTED LIKE A FOOL
OR
GET LAUGHED
CAUSE YOU HAD BEEN FOOLED
AND
CALLED A FOOL
OUTTA YOUR FOOLISHNESS?

like this adorable kitty?

~lolz~
FOOLS!

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

buhbye march

yes. my MARCH wasnt as marvelous as it seems.
it was total madness i say.
i repeat. MARCH was totally MAD!
lotsa madness!
wow!
but im glad march is over! lets leave the march madness and look for an A-xotic April??
leave march behind and begin april with a new start!
yippee!

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

decisions. choices. options.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*

decisions in life.
is like the two diverge roads above.
should i go left?
what happens if i go left?
or should i go right? is it better than left?
curiosity kills the cat they say.
can i take both roads?
no no.
choices. why do you exist?
dilemma? another word? options? i suppose?
making choices arent that bad are they?
well of course choices arent that bad.
its the right choice you gotta choose
i dont know about choices.
but sometimes
its hard and difficult to make choices
not knowing what the consequences will be.
sighs.
but we should be bold enough to take risks in life shouldnt we?
yet we have that feeling of being scared..
what are we afraid of?
why do we feel afraid to take risks?
life is difficult.
those were the words of Scott Peck.
the author of The Road Less Travelled.
This novel is an inspiring novel.
from the first sentence of his introduction
life is difficult?
who doesnt agree with that statement?
life IS difficult!
difficulty is the bridge to failure and success.
at which it is true.
there is much to say on the two diverge roads in life.
but i could not put them in words.

yes! this is THE book.
read it. it tells you about facts of life and life experiences.
its very catchy.
hope you'll enjoy reading it.

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

*pinky promise*

ssshhh..
please dont tell anyone this? ok? promise?
*does the pinky promise*

************
few minutes later
************

does this look familiar?
aahh yes.. one moment you say," oh no. i wont tell. i'll keep it to myself. i PROMISE.
holy cow! cmon. dont make promises when you dont EVEN know how to do so.
if its a secret keep it as a secret.
lock your mouth with a key and just throw the key away.
dont keep the key and unlock your mouth and tell others what youre NOT suppose to tell.

OOOOOOUUUUUUCCCCCCHHHH!!

thats a whole bucket of blood aite? must be painful been stabbed in the heart eyh?
NGAITEE!
whattaya mean? not through that physical violence by stabbing someone in the heart that way.
*really wish i could though. but i didnt say i could aite?*
nobody knows how others actually feel. how hurt the heart would be.
feelings.
it isnt fair if we take care of other peoples' feelings. we consider about their feelings.
cant they do the same?
and once you've done a mistake.. does the word SORRY actually changes it all?
when in fact the things you do and the words you say will always be remembered??
in each and everyone of us. i BET. no no. i think the word bet isn't appropriate. i am very sure. that every FRIENDSHIP. backstabbing happens.

ahah! dont you agree? friends dont backstab friends?
that is so obvious. why call yourself a friend when you wana tlk shit about your own friend and especially talk behind your friends. having that two-face personality; acting all goody-goody, whats the benefit there? is that what friendship is all about?

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

buzz-zz-zz

bum-bum-dee-dum-bum-bum-dee-dum-dum!

buzz-buzz

ZZZZZZZZ

ZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZ

ZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZ

BUZZING AROUND
bee-zee-lee like a
BUMBLE BEE!

GOOD THINGS ABOUT THESE
BUMBLE BEES
ARE CAUSE THEIR
HARDWORKING.

is that why they always buzz around?
no no
dont think im talking about

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

oh my dashing speed goodness!
BUMBLE BEE!
lolz.
okeyh?

such a relaxing bee eyh?
cool oo..
but hardworking bees bring benefits aite?
i wish i could be as hardworking as those bees.
*sniffs*
isnt he the most adorable thing on earth?
nah. am i exaggerating?
probably i am.
oh well.
talking about this buzzy buzzy beezy lifestyle sure makes you wana go ding-dong knowing what i'd talk about or pretty much know what im gona pen things down. psychic are you? not that close. this MARVELOUS MARCH isnt as marvelous as it seems. a busy month it has been and APRIL would be what? AWESOME APRIL? cant wait for that to happen. STABBING and CHOKING time; in short-KILLING TIME; during the upcoming month due to assignments, preparation for examinations and important events that arent base on school stuff. no credits but just extra activities. sighs. busy much. so yes. i will keep BUZZ-ING around till im really free to actually write a proper blog unlike my previous ones. short and simple.

TTFN!
*TATA FOR NOW!*

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

i WILL rise

There's a peace I've come to know
Though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an anchor for my soul
I can say "It is well"
Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
I will rise

There's a day that's drawing near
When this darkness breaks to light
And the shadows disappear
And my faith shall be my eyes
Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

yes dear Lord, i do believe that i will always rise on eagles wings. when i fall. every SINGLE time i fall i know you will always be there for me. to pick me up each and every fall i make. every obstacle that im going through i know that it is part the test. thank you for the trials dear Lord. the trials are ways to open my eyes. to show what is right and what is wrong. thank you dear Father for showing me my loved ones that are always standing by my side through thick and thin. You have given me great people in my life. especially my lovely family and someone special to love.

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~