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we have our own life story

even the darkest ones are part of our journey

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WHOOPS!

WHOOPSIE DAISIE!

who's in trouble?

beauty and a beat

cause all i need

is a beauty and a beat

that will make my life complete!

someday

Here I am again 
Everybody's screaming 
The walls are closing in 
Swimming up a stream 
Suffocating in between 
I wake up from the dream
I'm still stuck in the middle 
I guess this time I'll wait it out
You push and then you shove 
You hate and then you love 
You try to switch it up 
But you're stuck in the middle 
No matter what you do 
No matter how you choose 
Well, either way you're gonna lose 
When you're stuck in the middle. 
I guess this time I'll wait it out

'Cause 
Someday things will be perfect 
It'll be worth it all this time
I know things will get better 
Hold it together 
Take your time 
You fight until you're free,
You're down on your knees 
Hoping someday you'll make it out 
If you just believe 

be your everything

ready? get set? ..dont go..

Some relationships take time. You can't risk a great friendship for a relationship.

If you want to keep someone in your life, give them some room to grow.

indeed, to maintain a longer relationship having them as friends is alright. maybe it will last between you and them. here's the thing. i bet that many of you have ever felt this way whereby your mind just doesnt seem to cooperate and work together with your heart. it just doesnt connect. when your mind says yes but the heart says no and vice versa. when this happens you just dont know what to do. the people we meet in our lives affects us. the people we mingle with. the relationships we've been in. the people we've lost along the way. nevertheless, the choices we make affects us too; we just have to think too much to make our decisions, be it right or wrong. so what happens if we took the wrong step? so what happens if we took the right one but we feel bad? so what if it feels right but then it hurts? 

our hearts are prolly the most fragile thing and its funny how our senses connects to our feelings. whenever we see an old beggar we feel pity. whenever we listen to stories or words that hurt us, we feel pain. is it fair? no one ever said life would be easy. the choices we all make are the choices that built us and made us to whom we are today. the past mistakes are for us to remember to not repeat it in the future but you see how many do learn from their mistakes and how many know of their mistakes could be stopped; or couldnt?

so should we regret doing something we've not done or should we regret something we've done? well depends on the situation, that's for sure! life isn't fair for some people especially to those who just can't seem to accept criticism from others and often think their right. in this world it is filled with people of many characters and it is up to us to how we are able to handle it. 

can you handle it when you lose someone? truth is everybody will leave. maybe people leave to make us feel stronger. there will be pain at first to have someone leave you or for you to leave someone but we'll be alright. aint that right? as long as we've all got memories to cherish and a future ahead waiting for us to mend that broken heart then we've all gotta do what we all do best; we move on. 

She's gotta do what she's gotta doAnd I've gotta like it or notShe's got dreams too big for this townAnd she needs to give 'em a shotWhatever they are

Looks like she's all ready to leaveNothing left to packAin't no room for me in that carEven if she asked me to tag alongGod, I gotta be strong

She says things are fallin' in placeFeels like they're fallin' apartI painted this big old smile on my faceTo hide my broken heartIf only she knew

This is where I don't sayWhat I want so bad to sayThis is where I want toBut I won't get in the wayOf her and her dreamsAnd spreadin' her wings

She's at the startin' line of the rest of her lifeAs ready as she's ever beenGot the hunger and the stars in her eyesThe prize is hers to win

She's waitin' on my blessingsBefore she hits that open roadBut baby get ready, get set, don't go
..she's gotta do what she's gotta do..

lotsa love,~lyn-lyn~

new year new me?

hello hello!

omgah! its like what? its been few months since my last update eyh? theres too much to say and woah i dont know where to start! my days been really hectic really ever since ive entered university. its not too late to wish everyone a.

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i would have updated my blog from time to time. however theres just too much to do in school. what a bummer! its even worst when you can only update your blog when theres wifi. if only my laptop has 3G. BOOM! 

so three weeks of holiday and what am i planning to do? sit around? lay in bed all day doing nothing? beats me. well i returned home and i knew that my great grandmother just passed on. she will be missed dearly.

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anyway,

new year new me?

please brah! what's the difference? i'll tell you what. being in a university is what ive normally expected and im prepared for it. the peer pressure. the packed schedule. the long distance relationship. the money. when did anybody ever say anything is easy? semester one just past and indeed it was a good experience for the first six months staying in Sabah. Honestly, being there for the first few weeks really was tough. How early i actually need to wake up just to catch the bus. How difficult it is to be patient to those who kept pushing and were impatient to ride the bus. How you were unable to communicate with others on the first few weeks just to adapt yourself to the place. Well I survived and it was a good semester. 

my course mates are really nice people. they really seem nice. my batch is filled with different people of different characters but i see each and everyone of them have their own potential. three years seems long but i guess if we look back it would've been just a short while and all we have are just memories for us to remember but then again we still have our future waiting for us. so why miss the past when we can collect and create more memories no? thus, there isnt a new me though its a new year but i do have visions for myself; to always do the best each and every day and not to waste time. not to worry. ive got three weeks of holiday and definitely i will use all the time i need to update my blog. 

lotsa love,

lyn-lyn