"grow old ALONG with me

the BEST is yet to be"

The One That Got Away

the journey to success

the road of life is not straight

there is a curve called

failure

a loop called

confusion

speed bumps called

friends

red lights called

enemies

caution lights called

family

you will have flat tires called

jobs

but if you have a spare called

determination

and an engine called

perseverance

you will make it to a place called

SUCCESS!

july fever!

i know this was months ago. however im reminiscing the moments i had with my darling boyfriend, lovely friends and my aunty. july was amazing. thats cause i celebrated my anniversary with my sweetheart,

i had 3 birthday celebrations by different groups of people and a getaway to Sabah.

first it started of with JULY FEVER when exactly ALL of the boys came back! it started with our tip to Sematan. oh gosh! the first thing the guys did was play football by the beach under the hot sun at 1pm! believe it! that moment was great. away from home. friends. drinking game. watched the stars at night by the beach. a dip in the pool at 2am. woke up to see sunrise at 6am. lotsa pics were taken. definitely. and this is us.

and we proceed to the next event. my birthday. total bliss! i got to celebrate my birthday with my family, the guy gangs (which we should have a proper gang name, no?) and my college mates. they are unbelievably awesome people. birthday was great at home. the guys had BBQ at my crib with very delicious marinated chicken and juicy amazing sausages. seriously they're juicy. *winks* the crowd on my special day!

alas! these were my birthday presents my friends gave me! simple presents but they were oh-so-uh-ma-zing! my bestie baked me a chocolate cake which was so sweet of him. aww..

thankies Martini!

our next event was Sabah! wooo! our trip was beyond words! the food in Sabah was delicious! sllurrrp! nyummy! i cant get enough of the food! our first day we explored Kay-Kay! we walked most of the time that we dozed off quite early at night. We were then prepared for our Island Day!

blue seawater. nice cooling breeze. friendly fishes. hot chicks. sadly no hawt sizzling guys.

after our Island day we went for a little shopping.

our final day was all about shopping and our final night we rocked our night by heading to BED!

we had the time of our lives!

we reached our hotel at midnight and our flight was 8am that we only had a couple of hours to sleep before heading to the airport.

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"boys will always be boys"

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ass-u-me

assume? uhuh. yes. making assumptions. what could be the biggest mistake by making assumptions?

haha! ya! YOU SUCK BIG TIME! you make yourself look like a douche bag! you'll make

problems arise with one another. you'll make chaos. perhaps misunderstanding amongst one another. i mean is that the best you can do every single day of your life?

IF IT IS YOUR BEST.. THEN..

SENSE THE SARCASM THERE?

guh-reat!

dont you see how many hearts have you broken?

or are you too perfect to show everyone that youre damn perfect

in this perfect life of yours that you're too perfect to be aware of it?

the assumptions you have made,

the misunderstandings that you've caused,

the misinterpretations,

the mouths that has been talking over and over again.

dont you think thats why your list of friends are beyond negative zero?

true friends i believe? no?

you go out there and assume by telling others your assumption.

when you dont even know the whole truth!

you dont even know how it is being in their own shoes!

please!

like pretending to be rich by buying all the expensive materials whatsoever to compete?

pretend to be good by interfering and assuming the lives of others with negativity?

do not brag about something that you dont have just to get other peoples' attention and to praise you for what you have done by pulling other peoples' reputation down just cause of YOUR mouth.

are you jealous?

do you envy them because they have whatever they have and they work for it?

or are you so insecure with yourself that you secretly admire them that you wana bring them down just so you could feel like you're above them?

if only the mirror that you see yourself every single day is like a video recorder,

i would replay each and every scenario of your behaviour and how much hurt you have caused

and you will know why all this years you've been living;

the ones you love most gradually leaves you-slowly because of what you did

and the only person that is to be blame is just..

you

SO?

tis the season to be jolly!

HO HO HO!

christmas is on its way!

what do you think christmas is all about?

is it about..

the presents? no?

or..

the christmas decorations and ornaments of the christmas tree?

or could it be about..

santa claus and his reindeers bringing all the

children's presents in his red sack?

or perhaps

is it about the christmas carolers

singing christmas songs outside your door?

maybe

its about christmas dinners?

OR

christmas is about couples falling in love and when they see a mistletoe

they must kiss under it?

hmmm..

so WHAT is christmas all about then?

here's a thought!

lotsa love,

lyn-lyn

shakalaka baybeh!

blimey! it has been awhile that ive not updated my blog! i must have been so busy with my studies that i do not have time to update it with all the happenings throughout this whole year. 2011 is coming to an end and ive just completed my diploma levels. what am i doing now? yes. waiting for something to happen. i been too busy that i actually forgotten my password when i wanted to log in to update my blog. so i made a new account. alas! i tried and tried.. and tried.. and then POOF! i remembered what my password was and i was overjoyed! yes yes! my temporary freedom isnt so bad afterall. hoping and praying that my results will be just fine and i could continue my next journey to university like how everyone wants to complete their stages in life as how it is planned. it would be devastated if i didnt make it, huh? well thats about it. a brief note to write before i start writing about other topics.

lotsa love,

lyn-lyn

forgiving

"forgiving is to forgive and it is also for giving"

definition of bestfriends

music speaks

i love you like a love song

love

thank God!

thank God! ive finally remembered my password for this account! oh gosh! absolute relief! i am oh so happy happy joy joy!

serenity, courage, wisdom

from the inside out

oh god

happy valentine's day everyone!

i'll love you endlessly

happy anniversary sweetheart..

Remember the first flush of love
that drew you powerfully together?
It still feeds the unassailable bond
that makes your marriage so secure.
Remember all the qualities about each other
you found so endearing?
They are still there,
and new ones create sweet surprises.
Remember thinking that this love
would last forever?
Your love has strengthened and grown
into eternal affection and admiration.
Years from now, you'll look back
at this anniversary
and realize you love each other
more than ever.

cheers to us sweetheart!happy 5th year anniversary.

im sorry

who am i?

i am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece a cousin, a friend. i am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown lady i am confident and scared; i am terrified and excited, i am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. i am sick and tired. i am shy and friendly and careful and careless. i am broken and whole. i am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. i am hardworking and determined but a little scared on the inside. i wish on stars and dream my dreams, i close my eyes and pray. i pray to god and cry my tears. i smile on the outside while im dying on the inside, i listen to others who wont listen to me. i walk on eggshells and i walk on fire. i believe in passion but not true love. i love you and i push you away, i want you but not too close, i am everything and nothing all at once and all i want is for you to love me

i love you both

sometimes..

sometimes.. i think that falling out of love

has much more drama then falling in love..

hug

a simple hug from you.. warms my heart.. thats why sometimes a hug is better than a kiss..

express?

20 years

twenty years from now, im gonna look back and remember that you were

that one person who could turn every frown into a smile by a few simple words;

that person who lifted my head when i was losing my faith myself;

that person who carried tears on her shoulders after every fight, breakup and death;

that person that accepted my decision i made;

that person who really know who i was and still do;

that person that made the biggest difference in my life is you,

mummy..

Bestfriend ABC

Accept who you are

Believe in having fun

Cherish time together

Dream big dreams

Enrich, comfort and delight

Follow up and follow through

Grow forever memories

Honor each other's feelings

Invite yourself to their hearts

Just call to say "how are you?"

Know when something's up

Love you no matter what

Multiply joy and divides sorrows

Nurture each others soul

Overcome adversity together

Pick you up when you are down

Quickly forgive and make up

Remind you of your greatness

Smile when they think of you

Thrive on shared trust

Understand when to just listen

Value time together

Walk with you side by side

Xperience ups and downs

Yearn to stay connected

Zest to live, love and laugh

noted below

your tears?

sorry

update?

wow. its already a year. new year and i have not officially updated my blog in a very nice way due to the fact that im feeling like a have nothing else to do but spend more time with all my heart and soul "marrying" my beloved music. oh puhleese. yeah. classes just started and its been a week already. second week of college. can feel the pressure already huh? yes i do. having responsibilites in school. dammit. many have noticed theres a change in me? not negatively though. im happy its positively. now there are limitations already. pfft. i know right? pressure is good. it keeps me busy. im looking forward. i cant let any thing distract me. i must not. im counting down days till exam. i feel its so close and repertoires that im playing this final year are way outta my league. despite the difficulty i believe and i know i can play. i mean nothing comes easy what. all careers are difficult. i'll find time to update my blog with nice nice shimmery whatsoever thingy so it'll be more pretty. lolz. for the mean time my schedule is pack with assignments and readings and tons of practices. i will survive. Hallelujah! au revoir!

fagg it!

fagg it.. why cant you just let it go and dont bug it off with all those shitty crappy stuff and leave me moving on and REMINISCING all those moments when i wana forget those shitty mistakes. THANX FOR REMINDING.. HOW "GRATEFUL" I AM TO HAVE YOU MAKE ME "REMINISCE" SUCH "SWEET" MOMENTS. ITS ALREADY ENOUGH I KNOW MY MISTAKES AND NOT REPEAT LAH. GIVE IT A BREAK OK?? will you? for goodness sakes. everytime YOU do that it just makes me shaddap. later when answer back say its rude. i know my mistakes already get over it lah. LATER BLAME ME WHY DONT WANA TALK IT OUT? TELL ME. HOW TO TALK WHEN FINGERS ARE ALWAYS POINTING AT ME? KNOWING I ALREADY DID A MISTAKE BEFORE AND HOW SORRY I AM. GET OVER IT OK? SHEESH. i guess bringing back all my MISTAKES was just a way of pulling me down? whats the purpose for? dammit. how emotional i am. yes i am emotional.. NOBODY TO TALK TO RIGHT? so blog about it lah.