thinking of you

hhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiii
sweetheart!!!!!!

NOW NOW.. was that a grand start? is that too large for you sweetheart? hugs. can i make it bigger? hugs. hard to make it bigger leh darling. how to show you my big big heart? aww.. doest it even matter to you darling? honestly.. im not good with words.. and i dont know how to begin.. neither do i know how to end this.. well you see.. your birthday is coming up.. and consistently be it your birthday or not.. i have been updating my blog with lotsa doodly thingy that make it sounds so lovey dovey towards the end.

yes darling. i will never stop loving you. i cant seem to be bored saying i love you to you every day. its not a habit isnt it? or am i just saying it for the sake of just saying it? no no. i love saying it to you. i love saying i love you and i love hearing you saying i love you to me!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DARLING SWEETHEART!

you

Dear Sweetheart..

The heavens made You for me,
on Your Birthday they knew.
They knew You would be my stars in the night,
the brightness of my sunshine in the morn.
They knew You would find the beauty,
no one else had looked quite so far to find.
That You would make me belong,and find courage.
Your destiny was to be here for me all along.
Without You there would be no me...
So on this day,Your Birthday,remember me always...
let this be my day with You,no matter the distance.
Our bond will never break.
i celebrate Your Birthday as a holiday,of Heavens treasure..
I love You,for Your travels,
and what it took to get You
to be here in this time and place with me,and for me,
this is truly Heavens gift to me

you are my sweetheart and will always be.. a very special date and an important date that you were brought to see this wonderful world and im glad that you were sent down from heaven by Him. He is great to give me someone to love and a person like you. no doubt about it that im grateful.

hugs. i hope you do love the birthday prezzie i gave you sweetheart. music has been part of me and it is my passion. i love music as much as i love you. so both are my passion am i right? *smiles* i wana share my music life with you! years of being with you and sharing things that are important to us both. see this thingy on the right? nice right sweetheart?

there isnt much to say though but posting up lotsa thingies for you on your birthday darling. I hope you'll have a lovely day on your birthday swetheart. may all your wishes come true darling. all these years of celebrating your birthday. having me by your side on every birthday makes it special. it doesnt have to be celebrated in a ballroom. would it? lemme see... the grand things i'll leave it to you in future okie dokie sweetheart? yes i know darling. you told me once. you wouldnt mind growing old with me. though we'll both might wear those fake teeth? and when we might have impaired hearings? how to say i love you like that to each other when have impaired hearings darling? we'll go.. i love you.. hah?.. i.. love youu.. hah??!! i.. lluurrvvee yewww.. hah??!!
*gradually the volume increases till the maximum with slow motion*

i
said..

i
love
you

oooooohh.. i love you too.. hah??!! oh my goodness.. endless conversations of i love you? laughing to myself writing this sweetheart. imagining us both when were old.. hugs.. its alright darling.. age doesnt matter does it? we can be young at heart.. hugs..

similar or contrast?

sweetheart..
does this remind me us? which do you want? the puppy or the kittie? *giggles*
sweetheart bigger than me.. so sweetheart take the puppy ok? heeh..
see even the lil kittie can love the dog..
like how we love each other sweetheart?
and our characteristics..
are contrasting..
despite the differences that we have..
my love for you still remains to how it was the first time i fell in love with you..
this i say is true..
that i'll never get bored of loving you..

sand!

for you darling sweetheart

dearest darling sweetheart,
thank you for being my sweetheart.
thank you for being my boyfriend,
thank you for wanting to be with me.

your friendship is a gift most valued and cherished,
you listen with an open mind, never criticizing or scolding,
you share the good times and the bad with love and kindness
you have always been a good friend from the first time we met

your love is exciting, passionate and tender
time spent in a place unknown to others
memories long cherished of great desire and sharing

your partnership feels both secure and familiar
years of sharing,growing and understanding
a bond by two souls, not described by mere words
so darling..

need you always

dearest sweetheart,
can you read this?
if its too small..
wear goggles ok?
probably you could use binoculars or something?
this is for you.
i love you sweetheart.
im always loving you.

sense of humour

i think ive lost my sense of humour. i have nothing else to say. writing doesnt help. questions all around. so whats the purpose expressing? now i see why im not how i used to be. how i can get so emotional and express it easily. its better left unspoken.

sowiee

I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace

I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace

I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry of being myself
I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too?

holding on

sweetheart,

though we may have disagreements,
different point of views,
how i annoy you with my sarcasms,
the tears and hurtful moments,
all those down moments..
im glad that we're still holding on..
not letting go..
we're still strong in this relationship of ours..
keep holding on my love..
God bless DreLyn..

just you

all i need
is
just
us.
DRELYN


i love you so much sweetheart.
i love you

messed up

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dammit!

clean up the mess you bimbo!
words cant express how i feel.
words why do you exist?

im really sorry for the usage of the
F-word that shouldnt be using.
i mean this is an influenced world wokeyh?
who da hell doesnt curse?
im not some two face
hypocrite
hippo..
LOLZ!
wtf?