jan'ry?

well, yellow!


its been awhile since i last updated my blog..
it has been a busy month for me..
im not complaining. i do love being busy.
depends on what the "busy" actually means then..
*winks*
this month will be over. now thats fast. you do know what i mean right?
new year was like 3 weeks ago? right?
and soon its february.
so how'd my january go?
it IS the first month of the year. its the beginning.
lots more upcoming events.
any dramas?
nah. not much.
life.. as you know..
has its ups and downs.
im just a normal teenage 'laydeh' (lady)
living a normal teenage life.. ho-yeah!
are you looking forward for february?
ooo..
well you know what?

~Y.E.S.I.A.M~

ahaa.. wondering eyh?

we'll see what happens then

february is an important month for me.

!YAY!

LOTSA LOVE,

baby lyn

maurice's crew

morning!

so,

we are the

paranormal crew!

after watching paranormal activity,

some people,

im not saying names?

(maurice wee & marianne tra)

were so freakin' scared.

their imaginations were running so wild.

they had trouble sleeping.

shouldve taken pics of them watching.

while hugging their pillows.

yeah. and "watching"

when they were actually just peeping?

tsk3.

we slept early in the morning.

like so early?

well. we did have some company.

ches and toi came along.

just to hangout though.

in the end.

they went back. when we were all asleep.

..disturbing..

yeah i know..

anyway,

we had a great morning

with pillow talks

we hadnt enough time to sleep though

we woke up with jokes already.

watch this video eyh?

what comes to your mind after watching it?

disgusting?

no doubt about it.

after having morning pillow talk

maurice.the legal boy.

made us go down for breakfast.

we had to.

*groans*

we had a mini BBQ!

simple but nice breakfast.

our mr ski-boski and mak cik bry bry

was our chef for the morning!

yippee!

nyummy.

happy tummy.

NOW!

they are watching paranormal activity again?

i know right?

oh well.

it was a cool sleepover.

cheers!

to the six of us!

the sleepover crew!

losta love,

~baby lyn~

cheers maurice ian wee!

so,
it is the day
that
MAURICE IAN WEE
is born!

16th jAnuary 1993
.12 noon.


so yeah. happy birthday maurice.
we had an "erotic" party at maurice's summer house.
it was fun and we appreciate that there weren't any
*bluhhlululoohhh*
moreover,
we learned a new word!
yay!
skii-boski



here is our very own skii-boski boss!


yeah. it was an OSOM night.
we mingle. we joke.
and we had a night walk!
all the way from maurice's summer house to my house?
and it was actually raining!
we didnt know that it was about to rain till we were walking half way.
we were running as fast as we could!
when we reached my house it was like
*damn*
the rain stopped.
we ran for nothing! *grunts*
well, it was just a few minutes walk from here to there.
we walked to my house just to grab some stuffs.
it was cool also.
to walk during the night.
with our happy tummy with the nyummy delicious food from
heaven!
yay!



yeah. and this is mak cik bry bry. we were walking.
we met her by the roadside.
and we asked her," sayur sekilo brapa?"
"she" answered.
10 ringgit sejam.





immediately,
BEN flew over in a matter of micro seconds!
"I AM BENMAN! WITH GREAT POWER COMES 10 RINGGIT, ONE HOUR FREE ONE HOUR!"




finally..
sean aka NOBEEJAY was chosen instead of BENMAN!
and this time there was beejay, if u catch my drift? ;)

their public display of beejayness is TOO MUCH
for the passer-bys.


even TOI in the background (which you cant see)- cant bare to look.
*alalalala*

and
they are
DORELYN (doraemon) and NOBEEJAY (nobita)



and inside dorelyn's pocket
was
.........................................


......................................................

we walked to maurice's place safely.
there were times when some people feel that
they are too vain?










yeah.
these are the few of them.
on maurice behalf
he would like to say
happy NUDE times
and
THANK YOU FOR YOUR BIKINI..
*winks*

before ending the


night,
birthday boy carried his own birthday cake?
*questions*
yeah i know.
everyone asking.
why is
maurice
the birthday boy
carrying his own birthday cake?
independent eyh?
no hard feelings boy!
you're finally legal.
be independent!!

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.






~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

i love your boobies, Hun!
look they're big right?
*maurice*
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

that was all for the night!
wait!
it wasnt an end to our night!
we slept over at maurice's!!
and watched

....pArAnOrMaL aCtIvItY....

it IS raining heavily now.
and we ARE watching NOW..
coolio' eyh?
watching and blogging at the same time.
and we had company!
toi and ches just arrived!
this is for you maurice.
we LOVE you!

hope
you
had
a blast
during your
birthday!

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

no more calls

*You don't have to call me
And say you're sorry
I'm already gone

You don't have to call me
And break my heart
Each time i try movin on

You don't have to call,
Anymore
Oh, Yeah
You don't have to call me..*

knock knock

"knock, knock knockin'
on
HEAVEN'S
door"

~life after you~

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

Know there's no life after you

dream..

last night
i dreamt of you..
again..
this is the second time
you visited me
in my dreams.
the first
was during the first week you left us
i was sick and can barely sleep
but i thought i heard a voice
and felt someone brush my hair..
the voice sounded like yours.

this morning as i woke up
tears just automatically ran down my cheeks
i remember how you smell
the fragrance that no one could ever have; only you
so handsome..
the widest and sweetest smile that i'll always remember
with your big white teeth *winks*
your neat combed hair
which was how you've always had
and your favourite colour have always been white
so pure..
i miss you so much..
i wish i could always greet you again
to hug you everytime i see you
to kiss those warm cheeks of yours..
it still hurts to see you go..
and it is still unbelievable..
thank you for visiting me in my dreams
guide and guard me, Babuk.
i've always look up to you
as a good example
the best
and i still do

forever loving and missing you,
~girl~

rcyu#8 [2K8]

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.
rcyu#8
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

i was browsing through
all the pictures during my school time.
2 years ago.
with my school mates.
my committee members.
my darling friends.
gosh!

.....hOw time fLies....

looking back at all the activities we've done
the obstacles we've been through
as ONE
i feel that all of us worked together as a team
despite the problems all of us had
we managed to overcome them.
i miss all of you.
it doesnt even matter to us what posts we had
as long as we tolerate with one another

..........................................................................................
we,
as youth members,
of the Malaysian Red Crescent Society
promise to serve God,
the
Yang di-Pertuan Agong,
the rulers of our states
and
to join
with others
all around the world
to help the sick
and the suffering
...............................................................................................

cant believe i'd still remember the pledge eyh?
coolio'!
i miss all of you a lot.

cheers to all of you!

melanie jerry (mel)

michelle jemang (MJ)
lilian lee (lil)
gabrielle jee (gabby)
ervina yap (vina)
song su ling (su ling)
annie merchiades (penny)
wendy simon (wendut)
angela neo (GG)
cordelia mejin (corde)
emerlyn rawlin (emma)
joanne thomas (JT)
aurelia teo (oreo)
davelyn sindee (baby)

i pray the best
for all of you out there
though we're all busy with studies now
i hope
all of us would still have the time
to catch up
it has been a
wonderful experience
knowing all of you
despite our differences
we worked well as a team

*MAY GOD BLESS Y'ALL
AND GUIDE Y'ALL
THROUGHOUT
YOUR LIFE*

lotsa love,

~baby lyn~

kau yang terindah

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.
KAU
YANG TERINDAH
DI DALAM HIDUP INI
TIADA
ALLAH
TUHAN
YANG SEPERTI ENGKAU
besar perkasa
penuh kemuliaan

Kau
yang termanis
di dalam hidup ini
Kucinta kau lebih
dari segalanya
Besar kasih setiamu padaku

ku sembah kau
YA ALLAHKU
ku tinggikan
namamu selalu
tiada lutut tak bertelut
menyembah Yesus
Tuhan
Rajaku

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

yellow!
heard this song?
what brings ?
go figure!
take a very good look at the lyrics.

A

VERY

DEEP

LOOK


...............READ IT!................

*paUse*

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read it already?
have you "instilled" those lyrics in your minds?
read those
coloured, BLOCK letters?

the word.
allah and tuhan in
ONE
praise and worship
HYMN
sung by
an indonesian - Sisca Sianturi
(indonesia - majority muslims)

if a country like this
could co-operate
and
didnt make a fuss out of it
why cant we tolerate as well?
wouldnt it be
peaceful?
instead of wars
and
bombing
places of worship?
arent we,
Malaysians in particular
different races,
different religions,
different cultures
living together?

where is our
ONE MALAYSIA?

it has been a dissapointment to all
about the lack of tolerancy
we
are trying to live a better life
hoping
everyone
could tolerate about one another
being considerate to all
no matter
what religion or what race we are
by not uprising any
sEnSiTiVe iSsUeS



....................................................................................................................................................

10.01.10

today : january ninth two thousand ten


what happened? anythings up?

as far as im concern
hmm.

yesterday: january eight two thousand ten
we had gathering at babuk house!
well.
dinner for tia and her family.
leaving for new zealand soon.
im going to miss them.
we had lots to eat.
my tummy felt like it wanted to go

*boOm!!*

fortunately
it didnt.
cant imagine if it did explode.
*imagining*
......NAH.....
thinking about those delicious food
makes me go
ssslllllllllrrrrrrrrrrppppppppppp
N.Y.U.M.M.Y


at the same time.
we were celebrating jonathan's birthday
it wasnt on that day.
basically
we did it in advance.
his birthday is actually in tewww weeks time.

this is the birthday boy!
beloved jonathan.
"happy birthday, Jonathan!"

well..
im in between tia and jon-jon.
i'll miss them
and
i cant wait for them to spend time.
they'll be leaving tomorrow
10.01.2010

bon voyage, darlings!

wOw!
look at the date?
its almost similar.
woo-hoo!
lovely eyh?
it looks perfect!
rightio!!

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

expressionsss..

what a
BEAUTIFUL
view
eyh?

dear God,
i thank You
for waking me up early this morning
to enjoy another beautiful day
thank you
for all the creations that you've created
i thank you
for giving me
family to love
friends to be with
someone to love
i appreciate every one of them
that is in my life..

O God,
i thank You
for the wonderful things you did
you gave me life
that i truly love
and appreciate
you gave me my talent
that i truly adore
and im passionate about it.

dear Lord,
im sorry for the times when i took for granted of my happiness,
i abandoned you
im sorry for the times i forget you
im sorry
that im shallow
because
only when im down
and in need for help
thats when i call for you.
how selfish am i?
you have always been there for me
even when i feel happy
i am very sorry
i believe you are always there
to guide and guard me
to listen to my prayers
wherever you are
i believe you are the almighty
i thank you so much for everything


Heavenly Father,
its 2010
i am sure
that Babuk is with you now.
do take care of him ok?
i am happy that he is with You.
in his forever Jerusalem.
he doesnt have to suffer anymore
i really miss him.
i do
we all do.
we feel empty inside.
though he isnt with us
yet he is forever in our hearts
words cant describe
how much we do miss him
we would still carry on our traditions Babuk
we miss your presence with us
we miss your laugh
we miss your jokes
we just miss you
but we have to accept it
right?
in the end everybody has to go..
right?
it is difficult to let the person you love
...go...
theres a hole in the heart..
what can mend it?
if only there was something to cure the pain eyh?
but life goes on.

dear Lord,
please help us to stay strong.
give us the strength to carry on.
please send my love to Babuk.
he has been a great Babuk, a father and husband to all;
his cucu, his children and to Nenek.
he has really made us proud
Babuk..
i wana make you proud too
to have a cucu like me
you will always be my idol in my life
hugs.
~eku rindu raek dengen akem, Babuk~

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

~sighs~

~sighs~

what can i say now?
after knowing about an uncle
of a friend of mine.
suffering from cancer.

WHAT
COMES TO YOUR MIND
ABOUT THIS
BLOODY SICKNESS
CALLED
CANCER?

why on earth do you exist?
what have we done?
why the innocent?
it just reallly hurts.
whenever the word cancer
reaches my ear.
i just hate it so much.
what else can i do?

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.
N.O.T.H.I.N.G
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

all you can do
is just to do whatever you can
to take the pain away
to keep silent
to cry quietly
in our hearts
to wait patiently
to be strong
eventhough it hurts
while waiting
to keep praying
and
to
ALWAYS
be prepared
for whatever comes in our way.

*looking back at the times when it was hard*

it was hard.
it was really hard.
everyone in my family
we struggled
we were tough
we did everything we could
we went through ALL the procedures
all i can say was
we really DID
E-VE-RY-THING
....

*sobs*

i guess He who is so great
calls him
it was his time
never have i imagined
that it would happen this soon
what is fair and unfair to us in this life?
it sometimes
came to my mind
is it worth living?

im not blaming you dear God
im not

i was just wondering.
ive never wanted to imagine
someone i love
GONE forever
in just a blink of an eye
it felt like as if it just happened yesterday
clearly
it felt hard to breathe
i really feel it that way
i have never felt that pain before
i really do not wana face it again
but
in this world
nothing lasts forever
is it true?

CANCER
i HATE you much
you kill the ones that i love
though many things have been done
chemotherapy, radiotherapy
surgery
all those medical
we thought everything would be fine
we thought it would go away forever
yet
we were proven wrong
once it breeds
it will stay
and never go
such a parasite it is
i just cant help it
but
dear Lord
there are reasons when things do happen
right?
be it a punishment
or
a blessing
everything happens for a reason

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

...miss you...

I can't sleep,
I just can't breathe,
when your shadow is all over me, baby.
Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes,
'Cause what we had was built on lies.

And when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me - hear what I say

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
I miss you...

What would it take for you to see?
To make you understand,
that I'll always believe
You and I can make it through,
And I still know I can't get over you.

'Cause when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you

i whispered
to the wind
to whisper to you
so,
everytime you feel the wind
thats when
i miss you

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~

weather, are you sad?

yellow again!
hehe..
im back..
weather are you sad?
why are you sad?
its really raining.
oh well.
its nice to sleep though.
heh.
i was playing my wonderful piano just now
till my mum was next to me
it was hilarious when she "pretended" to open the door.
and checked on the weather.
whether it was still raining or not.
i thought she meant the weather was sad just cause of my "bad" playing.
oh well.
she was just joking.
weather. you are so sad.

WHY???

it has been raining since this morning.
well. not exactly morning.
around 10 till 11?
so its more or less in the morning right?
during this time of the month.
when school starts.
its rainy.
im really talking about rain now.
does that bore you?
im sorry if it does.

WELL, THEN...

i should stop talking about rain now right?

Anyway

what do
YOU
THINK
ABOUT
BLOGGERS
OR
BLOGGING?

it just hit me.
(punch me on the face?)
nah!
it gave me a thought.
why DO others blog?
do YOU think that others blog just to brag?

*pause*

~im NOT referring to anybody here ok?~
so, puh-leese.
if anyone feels offended.
i apologize.
but dont take it too hard.
not referring to anybody though.
i just had that thought.

*conTinue*

what is there to brag about?
some people just have blogs because they want to
its up to anyone if they wana have blogs.
mind your bizwacks orite?
its more or less like
expressing yourself
like a diary?
...i think...
expressing indirectly
-sighs-

*RAIN*

back to rain again?
gosh.
i dont blame you, rain.
its
a
cool night.
very cold.
i hope i can sleep tonight.
will i?
could i?
can i?
*grunts*

sleep well world.
nitey nitez.

lotsa love,
~baby lyn~