Dates

Ever wondered who invented dates? Figures? Numbers? Months? Days? Time? Here I am again. It's exactly like what? It's like 5 months I've not update this blog. Yes I have really been busy. University life. I'm not complaining. It's awesome. The experiences I've had. The opportunities I've got myself after working my ass off just to improve myself and to prove to others with what I'm capable of doing. You see I'm just at this place just wondering and spending time with myself. Thinking. Wondering. How'd the future be.. Sometimes we have this anxiety in us.. We're so anxious of the future yet were still afraid of what's going to happen.. This is just a short blog.. But yah.. Every date leads to every memory... Bittersweet memories.. Everything happens but we tend to ask ourselves why.. Even if we were to ask God why could He even answer? All we could believe is that he plans for us. There you go.

Lotsa love, 

Lyn-lyn

From Me to You

Dear You,

Happy Valentine's Day,Sweetheart! I want you to know that although I feel depressed and weak at times I do feel all my troubles are slowly drifting away when i look at you. Whenever you look away I steal glances to look at you and do you know what I thought of at times like that? I smiled and you often asked why. I feel happy that I am in love with you. I admire your every strength and loyalty in our relationship. You make me realize each time that im not living a broken dream but while i feel down at a certain time I really love that moment as well. Do you remember the day when i felt like the whole life just gave up on me? It was the day that you get to know the real me and the day i know i can share all my feelings with you. I was thankful to have you by my side when I shed my tears. On my saddest days I think of you many times more than i normally do. I want to hold you tight and let you know just what an important person you are to me. More than that I am very grateful that we fell in love with each other in the first place and having you as my girlfriend is the best thing that has ever happened in my life. 

Yours faithfully,

~me~

Little Things

its the little details

 that are vital

little things make big things happen

so

enjoy the little things for one day you may look back

and 

realise that they were the big things

God knows we're worth it

  

days

YEARS 

time 

passes by

every joke

every tear

every obstacles

what more can i say?

we have gone through almost everything in these seven years

we've seen each others weakest moments

we stood by each other 

if one fails; one supports

we did our best to support each other in any way we can

we did it again sweetheart!

*hugs!*

yes i am happy that we both are still holding on despite the difficult times we've gone through

honestly it was really difficult seeing you breakdown

the heartache you've been holding on

but i held on and i was there for you, my love.

sometimes, there's just too much words to say you can't seem to know where to start.

however, i would love to thank God for having a lover like you

you are a blessing and a gift to me from Him

thank you as well for always loving me; endlessly

and for being patient and understanding with my studies

you knew how busy i'd be with my music studies yet you understood

thank you so much for supporting me all the way 

im sorry for the mistakes and arguments we had

but im happy that we both learn from them 

and overcome our problems in a mature way

.......

SEVEN

seems like a lucky number

pictures paint a thousand words

well, well

but you see i believe our eyes capture countless pictures

its a matter of how much our brain could restore the memories we wana keep

definitely the good memories

as i looked through all our photographs 

all i could do was smile 

............

happy seventh anniversary sweetheart

i love you

God bless DreLyn

...

distance

~i'll keep my distance~

pen and paper

when you feel you're in a silent room

your mind's starting to linger

all you could do

is to pen down your feelings

or 

compose a song 

doesn't matter

as long as you could express them

well who are we?

we're just humans

with feelings of course

and

we often feel

every single day

emotions

love

hate

anger

hurt

depressed

devastated

betrayed

...

funny how things can change in a nick of time

funny how feelings could fade over the years

funny how the changes around us affect us

...

once upon a time

once upon a time there lived a young girl who was living her dreams as high as anyone could ever dream. in her early years she had to learn as any other children would do. yet she was living a miserable life. in despair she asks herself how could she call a place a home when there were continuous arguments. she was too young and didnt know where to look for shelter to turn away from the storm. all she could do was sob at a corner watching her father lay his fists on her mother. sometimes she would stay in her room; leaving her door ajar listening to their angry voices and hoping it would be over soon. she sees her father laying there; stationery. She watches him from head to toe; all dressed up with his suit. A tear rolled down her rosy cheeks as she started to remember the times where she used to feel so afraid to come home and not wanting to see her mother's bruises her father often gives her. She has so much hatred in her but in this situation she is helpless. She asked her father silently why and told him that it isn't easy to forget the long lines he left on her neck. All her strength she has left was her mother's love. That was her only reason she was living until today. So she bid goodbye to her father. With tears she whispered," I forgive you. I'll be OK."

"i'll be OK"

yes.

the greatest lie anyone could ever tell.

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